Showing posts from February, 2017


Never take anything for granted. Kenapa? Masalahnya berpunca daripada diri sendiri. Selalu over confident that I've got everything I need whenever I'm going back to hometown. Akhirnya I'm repeating the same mistakes twice. *padan muka*

Alkisahnya, hari Selasa lepas aku nak pergi buat account closure untuk Yes 4G. Dah siap google ni baca semua kat website apa document yang diperlukan untuk buat termination. Jadi berbekalkan confident yang membuak-buak (exaggerate je) aku memang yakin 200% yang dalam purse ada IC yang sekeping tu. Tak check dah. Sebab selalu bukak tutup purse nampak ada kad matrik. Lepas last paper haritu memang yakin ni dah letak balik dalam purse sekali kad matrik. Plus, tempat letak IC tu terlindung sikit IC nya.

So, bila sampai kat centre aku cakap nak buat termination bla bla bla pung pang pung pang. Then, orang tu mintak IC. Ok confident ni bukak purse nak ambik IC. Pastu belek punya belek, TAK ADA oit. Belek …

She's Fine

It's hard to answer the question "what's wrong" when nothing is right.
She loves sleep. Her life has this tendency to fall apart when she's awake.
Maybe she is crazy but laughing makes the pain pass by.
They look at her and think, "she's so happy" but there's so much behind this fake smile that they will never know.
It seems to her that the harder she tries the harder she falls.
It's funny the way you can get used to the tears and the pain.
What do you do when you become too scared, too scared to live, too scared to die, too scared to love, too scared to even care?
Sometimes the littlest thing in life change someone forever and there will be times when you wish you can go back to how things used to be but you just can't because things have changed so much.
Sometimes she think that if she wasn't so good at pretending to be happy, she'd be better at actually being happy.
She quits, she giv…

Upside Down

Well as you know, now I'm on semester breaks. Which is the fifth semester breaks. It's gonna end soon. 2 weeks from now. And I will go back to Selangor a week earlier which is on 24th February, this upcoming Friday.
Sedar tak sedar aku dah berjaya menempuh 5 semester. Tinggal lagi 3 semester where this September I will do my internship (oh so close already - very nervous).
I want to recap a little bit about this semester (semester 5) which was slightly different with previous semesters. Silibus dah masuk fasa lain (talking about studio). Students need to concentrate more on doing research, critical thinking, brainstorming, generating new ideas and translating all of that into some reports. This is also applicable for another 2 semesters (exclude internship). Another subjects also tak kurang mencabar sebab we're working more on theories, laws, policies etc. Oh my brain are very weak on these kind of things. Readings. Facts.
Untuk s…

Oreo Crepe Cake

Sebenarnya aku dah mencapai tahap tak tahu nak buat apa kat rumah ni. Dah 2 minggu ulang benda sama (you know what I mean - student thinggy). And of course being a bibik is included.

Sebelum start cuti semester ni macam-macam aku plan, from A-Z nak buat apa kat rumah ni includes going to short vacay and doing some baking. Yes baking. I love cooking and baking because I'm a foodie. No doubt. Ingat nak try a few of new recipes but I'm not lucky enough as the oven is broken. Not functioning as it should be. And yeah it's because of my 'beloved' brothah. --'

Harapan tinggal harapan. Perancanganku terbantut. Kuciwa sungguh hati ini. Pelamin anganku musnah. Eh! Ehehe.

So, bila dah cukup istirehat and takde apa nak buat sangat ni, my second job at home is scrolling. Twitter, instagram etc. Tahu jela kan kat situ selalu orang retweet and keluar kat explore video masak-masak tu. Usually yang ada tasty kat last part video. Berair mulut den tengok. Sedap …


Yes long time no see. As usual when there's no one to talk to, I'll come back here and write up some of my thoughts. 
How fast time flies. It's already February of 2017. Rasa macam baru semalam tinggal 2016. Yes itulah masa. Makin dekat dengan penghujung dunia makin cepat dia berlalu pergi jauh tinggalkan kita semua yang masih kaku berdiri di tempat yang sama.
In one month, I'll be one year older than last year. Absolutely. Which I'm getting older. Nah no hard feelings on that. Came across to this thought made me think about future; my future, your future and everyone's future. Bila fikir pasal masa depan ni selalu takut. Takut mati. Takut kiamat. Takut dengan dunia sekarang. But hey... life must go on aite. Put all those aside as they will sure happen no matter what. Already written.
Here's came a thought of topic about life after school. I mean after we graduated from university and get yourself a job. To be exact, it was about job, marri…